Vibes....

have you ever had a plain phone call..totaly normal..and after you hang up you feel weired..
you feel as if the friend you were talking too didn't like you so much or have some hard feelings towards you..
you get these strange vibes of discomfort and anxiety..?!

Have you ever been somewhere drinking a cup of coffee..with your friends and you put your cell ohone on the table..and after a few minutes you feel those strange vibes telling you that you should put the phone else where.. now!..but you neglect that vibe and after minutes you loose your phone..?!

have you ever been so much in a hurey and late for an appointment and as you get into your car you think vaguely that you might run out of gas and for some reason you don't look at the gas sign and suddenly your car stops and you find out you are actually out of gas..?!

well ,i think you must've had one of those incedents..
we get the vibe..it's something created in us..something you can't control or be aware of at all time..
allah made us this way ...it's just like a security alarm that we tend to neglect most of the time..
That instinct is in animals too..they can feel upcoming danger..recent presence of earthquakes..and they can sense human adrenaline..
it's allah's way to keep us safe..although we don't benefit that great gift cause we corrupted our instinct by some of our new discoveries and modern life style..
We have limited our abilities to the stage where we surrounded our self with a hi-tech comfortable fence..that is why we tend to malfunction..
scientists say that the energy within one man is enough to provide full power electricity to a small city for a time period of seven days..
imagen the gift and power that allah gave us..what's amazing is that he created us to be the superior kind on earth and gave us such an enormous power and asked us for one thing only...To worship him sob7anaho w ta3ala..as he wishes..as what would please him..and benefit us in life : maitaining sunnah in our lives..
and the reward will be another bless..heavens as wide as the skies and earth..
undescribable gorgeous paradise..

you must believe..

You must believe ..deep in your heart..that you've been created for a reason..
You must ask yourself..what was that reason??
Is it to eat,drink and have kids??
Is it to work,collect fortunes and travel??
and if so...
who created the wonderfull sceneary that take your breath away??
Who made you alive,with breath and strength..so that you can work..and enjoy your life??
If you're not that fortunate and you struggel every day just to live..do you think that you've been created just to do that??
If you're a scientist or a writer or you are an artist in any way..is what you do is nearly as important as oxygen..or water??is it more creative than waterfalls..the stars..the oceans..various types of fish and birds? is any thing more powerfull than lightning and thunder..than hurricanes,volcanos and quacks..we stand still modestly and overwhelmely by the great undescribable creations of allah..the mercyfull..the great..the giving ..
Allah..sobhanaho wa taala..created us to worship him..to acknowlege his greatness and mercy..
And by just doing that and believing that his way is the best way..and just be devoting ourselves to living his religion and maintaining faith in our lives..we then, earn his blesses and harvest from his treasures..the true treasures wether it's money or health or happiness and fullfillness..or we reach the stage of allah's mercy and gain paradise..
Paradise..the ultimate pleasures and treasures that no eyes have seen..no ears have heared about and not even occured on any human's heart...

may be..?

Will i be the shadow..
someone else's shadow?

Will i be the dream..
someone else's dream?

Will i be the same..
always without a name?

Will i ever be..me?
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Can the apple fall..
far from the tree?

can the meaning clear..
i,who cannot see?

can the reason feel..
closser and for real?

Can i ever be....?....may be..

positive thinking..clarifies.

positive thinking ulter a lot of obsticals into discoveries..
It opens your eyes so you could see new horizons..a rainbow of choices..
Only then..things that you're very familiar with,are changed..
And things that you surrender to are transformed into meanings that would liberate your soul..
what you think is strange..will be a new experience..
Failure..will be learning..
following orders..will be respect..
Mess..will be creativity..
tension..will be passion..
and an insect..will be a butterfly.

It's the way you choose to live your life..the way you choose to think..

Being faithfull..being muslim..

"there's no such thing as ..bad influence and good influence...because to be influenced is like to be the echo of someone else's music.."

This quote gave me another understanding of issues..as i've always thought that it's a normal thing for anyone to be influenced..

but the truth is that humans need to believe in something and learn it and be devoted to it..

Most muslims are born as muslims..but the moment of truth comes when they grow up and understand all about islam..they either become devoted to obtain all it's religious structure..or they get influenced by other drafts..

This great religion gives such soul and meaning to every aspect of life..that when you get into it you can never feel relief away from it

It's a contained,whole and complete religion..allah made it the final religion on earth for that reason..

It's great to know about it and taste the exquisit state of belonging you could ever imagin..

three..

Someone dear to me once asked me..what do i need to achieve something i realy want??
I talked about my tools..my credentials..focusing..
She kept extracting various meanings out of me..meanings i never realized i ever had.
and by the end of our conversation.. very significant points was realy clarified..
*never..ever..underestimate myself..
*searching for the accurate meaning of feelings or thoughts can realy magnify the simple truth
*I learned that to achieve any goal or hope..i must have three things in order:
the..intention.
the..urge.
the..will.
may allah bless her..

The light house..

It's just like being lost..struggeling waves..thinking you'll never be saved.
your whole life is passing through your mind..almost real..you can almost smell the fragrant of the phase..you can hear the laughes..taste the tears and touch the tenderness of your mothers hug..
thinking you would die..who would save you in the middel of no where..?
regretting every sin and flow...acheing and longing for the prayers you didn't pray..the words you wish was never said..the giving that wasn't enough..
Remembering all the sweet memories..and the painfull too.
And strangely feeling the relief you never felt..the mix of fear and anticapation..
knowing it's inevitable...surrendering to your fate..
letting go..
but suddenly and without logical reason..you find your self on shore..secure.
given another chance..
would you correct??
would you make the best out of it??
would you at least try??
Do you think that this happend to me??

yes it did..!

the rose..

THis rose is for you for choosing to give my words the time and thought..
thank you..
The other rose is for accepting my invitation.
and to think how allah the mighty created this rose and also created mountains and oceans..and every thing else in the universe to serve mankind..to please man kind..
and he created man..to know him and praise him..
do we know allah and praise allah along our lives..?